.: The No Title Post :.

In the midst of confusions...

I've been single for so many years and I wonder why. Nothing seems to working out for me when it comes in forming a relationship.And being an Indian,it's a big Question MARK placed on you ' WHY ARE YOU SINGLE ' and the worst part when you younger sister is married and have a son and you are still searching you man.How worst things can be ??

Probably,being single or staying single is the trend but I prefer to have companion.Some might say,hey just go for an uncommitted relation but come on,being 29,uncommitted relationship is the least I'm expecting !!

The world might have changed but there's this your culture value in you that was embedded from young and you believe in the getting married,having kids,being a loving wife and caring mother,what else a women want ?despite the shopping's,diamonds or what so ever.( we never or will be satisfied).

I'm not sure about other women's desire but this is mine.Well,put the career apart,whats the point if you are the peek of your career but down the pitch when comes to relationship? I hate being single especially during Valentines and on my Birthday !! Its sad right ???

I hope before I turn 30 next year,i will end my SINGLE curse !! (fingercrossed )

.: Blame Who :.

I'm jobless currently.
I was working for this off shore share market call center.The most boring job that gives a good pay.I quit ? Nope,they didn't like me.Reason ? According to the administration,they don't want me anymore.
But the real reason,according myself,its because I started to voice out and stand for myself and partially for everyone that works there.For what I voiced out ? Work ethic,employee's well being and for these they didn't like and want ' me in the center.Oh !!
There's not Over-time,they only pay not even partial amount for medical benefits and we are only allowed to go to the panel which turn out be worse than a 'loan sharks' and no matter how sick we are,if we don't have a MC then We have to go to work.And if you are taking MC on the day you suppose to work,you have to come all the way from where you are staying to the work place,even you are dying there,you have to tell the DEATH to wait for you to submit the OFFICIAL 'thingy' that supporting your conditions.I didn't know manager's will allow team leader to work if he drunk.

And if you started to question all these issues,'they' will not like you.My mum use to,hmm always advice me not to 'talk' to much !! and now I realized why she says that. Everything seems to be changed.Back when we were in the school,they taught us to voice out our opinion and stand for ourselves but in the real world,those teachings are seems to be impossible to apply.Its like you have to keep your mouth sealed and just go on.Just ignore what ever is happening.MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS.

If is it so,then why teach us the ethic thingy?? why not just teach us that,its DOG EAT DOG WORLD.Just SHUT UP and WORK.Wouldn't it be easier ??

And now,I cant get any job which I'm wondering why.Is it because I'm 29 ? or is it because I'm Indian ? its so stressful to sit at home,wondering what to do when all the days seems to be the same !!! 

BLAME WHO??

.: I Am Back :.

I am back after a very long break.So much of dramas,attitudes.

Hmm but whatever it is,I miss blogging !! 

So many things,thoughts,views and whatever it is to be updated.

Let me think from where I should start.It would be interesting.

Trust Me !!