Forgotten in Rememberance : Scandalious Love

This craving for love and intimacy begins in us when we are just young children,especially young girls who loves to read fairy tales.Their favorite part was always when the prince and princess fell in love.They believed someday a prince would come into their life. For many of us, even as adults, we still believe as they did.

What we were often unaware of, is that we are created for intimacy. We are deeply relational and desire to be loved and accepted. This love that most of us try to find and then attain throughout our lives, are actually impossible in and of ourselves,because our people will always let us down. Even those who love us most will not be able to live up to our expectations.
 

We crave to be filled with the sense of satisfaction and confidence, which often results when we are in intimate relationships. Some strive to fill that with sex and love and are often left feeling empty and broken. It’s possible we are looking in the wrong place to fill that emptiness.Therefore,we shouldn't say that scandal relationship form because of a rocky-relationship.It blooms when we so lonely and craving for love and attention,and we get it from someone that not suppose to shower on us.Its hard to avoid such arousing because the physically we need it but mentally we are stopping ourselves.No one wish to end up in a scandal relation which will  sabotage their themselves.After all we are just a normal human and we are weak when we are lack of something.

This was similar thing that happened to a girl,( Pisces )who was carefree and happy go lucky.She least expected that she would end up falling for a married man, ( Sagittarius ).Sagittarius is married for 9years and has 2 kids and expecting another one soon.He is different compare to his friends,who loves to flirts around even some of them are married.Unlike his friends,Sagittarius despise girls who is too friendly,girls that have too many guy friends and also girls that active in her social life.Too him such girls are believed to have low moral integrity.But he is not aware that he will end up falling for a girl that has all the attitude he hates.

Throughout his life,Sagittarius had only love 1 girl but they broke up.That left a deep impact in him until the misery started to take control his life.His parents couldn't bear to see their one and only son in misery,so they  made him to marry a girl of their choice.Sagittarius wasn't keen in the marriage but he agreed for his mother's sake due  to the persuasion.It took months for him to adapt and accept his wife as his life partner as he couldn't get over his ex.Life goes on with him.

Pisces,in the other hand,is young and vibrant girl.Like other teenagers,she has conflict with her parents about her social life especially regarding her night life.Because of these issue,she always accuse her parents for not loving her.Pisces is single,therefore she has no one close to share her feelings.She felt lonely.Her friends were her comfort zone.Every weekend,she will put up at her friends place,since its convenient for her to hang out.Like usual Saturday nights,they all went for clubbing and they met few guys who are elderly to them.Pisces immediately got attached to the leader of this elderly group.RJ's like Pisces attitude,so he took her as his sister.After few meets and sharing all her depressing stories with RJ and his wife,they invited her to move in with them.Pisces took this as a ticket to her freedom.This is when she met Sagittarius, RJ's close friend.RJ always sing praises about his friend.This unknowingly attracted Pisces towards Sagittarius but she wasn't aware of the attraction as it didn't cross her mind that she will fall for a married man.

Sagittarius,whom hates girls,started to show interest towards Pisces.What attracted him ? Pisces smile.Her smile that made his heart beat to stomp very fast.He didn't fall for her at the first sight,but it was the first smile of hers.Sagittarius knows his limit,therefore he keeps away from her but unknowingly,his eyes will always trace for Pisces appearance whenever he visit RJ.RJ introduces Pisces as his sister to all his friend and told them to treat her as theirs too.Pisces treated RJ's friends as brother,except Sagittarius.She never once addressed him as brother and she didn't realize about it nor the others.

Things heated up between them when they went for a drink in a club.RJ's nephew came down and Sagittarius was at RJ's place,so all of them decided to have to end the night in a club.Everyone was drunk and enjoying themselves.Pisces and Sagittarius was enjoying gazing and smiling towards  each other.Before leaving,they exchanged numbers without anyone's knowledge.Since that day,they started to sms and call each other.No one knows about this development between them.Their affairs was kept in silent.Both also avoided their guilty consciou, because at the moment,they are in love.Sagittarius started to visit RJ frequently or everyday, which was a surprise for RJ and his wife because he doesn't hang out with his friend on working days.

The other changes that RJ noticed in his friend, was seeing his sending sms'es. He was not surprised but shocked because Sagittarius don't know how to sms.RJ sensed something fishy.With his wife help,RJ read all the sms was sent to Sagittarius by Pisces.He got upset with Pisces for betraying his trust towards her.Pisces felt guilty for destroying the trust.She explained to RJ's wife and took all the blame.She told them she didn't realize she would fall for Sagittarius.After the confrontation,Pisces moved out from RJ's place.She did that so that she could bring an end to her scandal relationship, but it was impossible for them.They decide to maintain their relation without anyone's knowledge,but the secret only lasted for 8 months.

Pisces and Sagittarius shared intimate moments together.They were blind folded in this explicit pleasure.It brought them together and strengthen their relationship.Sagittarius confessed to Pisces that  he wasn't planning  to have a serious relationship with her in the beginning.He thought to get rid of her once everything is over between them  but the care and attention given by Pisces changed his feeling towards her.He had felled in love again after 9 years.He knows he is married but the feelings towards Pisces was special and he realized that he is in love in her,whose age is same with his sister but all that didn't stop him.Pisces was happy to hear that as she was very much in love with him too.She didn't expect herself for falling for someone elderly to her.Sagittarius confronted RJ and told him about his feelings is real for Pisces.He knows he is betraying his wife but it's too late because he couldn't let go Pisces.RJ knows nothing can stop both of them.He only fear the problem that might happen once Sagittarius's wife comes to know about his friend's scandal.

Things went happily for them until Sagittarius's wife sniffed the scent of her husband's relationship.She saw the changes in her husband but she didn't suspect him.Sagittarius's phone bills was the cause.Things  busted between them when she asked Sagittarius about  the unknown number in the bill.The call rates for that number  was  the highest and it's  the frequent number been called.Sagittarius tried to manipulate but his wife knows  he is lying to her.She shared her life with him for 9 years and she knows too well about her husband. Sagittarius gave up and admits his mistake.He knows one day his wife will come to know about his scandal but he didnt expect it will be too soon.He felt guilty for his wife and Pisces.That's when he realized  he had to break up with Pisces.He apologized to his wife and told her to give a chance to repent his mistake but everything  was too late.Sagittarius's wife couldn't accept the betrayal.She called up all her brothers and Sagittarius's family.She wanted justice.Sagittarius pleaded her not to do so and settle it between them,but  she didn't bother his plead.

She even called up Pisces and tarnished her with vulgar words.When her brothers arrived,she have Pisces number to them and asked them to deal with her.Her elder brother called Pisces and shouted at her.Pisces was crying as she was helpless.She has no one to defend her.No one knows about her relationship.Her consciousness got pricked with the questions being asked by  Sagittarius's wife.

Pisces felt bad for what she had done.She promised Sagittarius's wife that she will leave her husband alone,but Sagittarius's wife wasn't happy.She wants to see her and need her to write a letter of confession.Pisces disagreed.She knows if she goes,then they will not spare her.Sagittarius's wife got pissed when Pisces denied her request.She started to threaten Pisces  that she is going to come see her parents.Pisces was shaken up.She pleaded  to her not to do so,but Sagittarius's wife didn't listen.Pisces just hanged up and ignored the calls.Pisces didn't know what to do.She kept looking outside her house.She is scared Sagittarius's wife might shows up and create a scene in front of her house.Pisces regretted  for what she had done.She is ashamed of herself for involving with another woman's man.She used hate and look down at woman who steals another women's man and today she end up being one.She despise herself.She wished she couldn't reverse the time and reset everything back to normal.

 

It was night,Pisces was relieved that no one came and ll of sudden,her phone started to ring.It's Sagittarius.Pisces hesitate to answer.She fears it might be his wife.Then she received a sms asking her to answer the call as it's him calling.She answered but kept quiet.Her tears flows the moment she hears his voice.Sagittarius apologized and told her not to worry of what had happened.He assured her that no one will come looking for her or her family.That calmed Pisces.Then,he told her he suppose to break up but he couldn't.That is why his wife got agitated.Again he said sorry to her for dragging her into this mess.He admits it's his mistake as he's aware of his marital status and suppose to keep distance from her.He even said,that he couldn't tell his wife he will leave her as his mind was asking him to say but his heart was stopping  him.He realized he had felled deeply for Pisces.Pisces kept quiet listening to it.Then he told her,if she wants to leave him because of this,he is willing to let her go.He hanged up the phone by saying I Love You.Again,Pisces just kept quiet.She heard too many thing in a day that got her brain numb.

The problem went on for months.Sagittarius told his wife he is not giving up Pisces and asked her to do what she want.He said he will not chase her away nor stop her from moving out.He also willing to divorce her if that is what she wants but he is not leaving Pisces.Sagittarius's wife got shocked.She thought all the tarnishing,fights,humiliation will make her husband to leave Pisces but she was wrong.He said he would have leave her if the wife have talked to him rather then  shouting and screaming. He agitated when  she humiliated him in front of his children,relative,his father and sisters.He was also tarnished in front of the house where the entire neighborhood was witnessing the scene.She spit on his face,throwed shoes and the worst was when she filed a complaint  against him and made him arrested.He pleaded to his wife not to do but she was stubborn.Her anger was controlling her.Due to that,she lost her husband.

 

Soon,Pisces's family also came to know about her relationship.They couldn't believe their daughter would do such thing.To defend her love,she went against her family.She fought with her parents.Got humiliated by her siblings.She lost her respect from her family members.No one talks to her.She was left all alone.She lost her peace,her happiness,all for her relationship.Pisces and Sagittarius wasn't happy even when they are together.They try to cheer up themselves but they just couldn't.When their relationship was a secret,they were happy and carefree but everything change once everyone knows it.Pisces wanted everyone to know about her relation.She was so eager but now she is regretting.Pisces didn't expect such problem will arise.Both of them lost everything because of their own act but yet they find it too hard to let go each other.Until Pisces confronted Sagittarius to make a decision.

She couldn't bear seeing everyone being hurt because of them.It's not fair for them.She wants Sagittarius to decide with whom he wants to live,his wife or herself.She told him she is willing to leave everyone,her family,friends,career for his sake and also doesn't mind taking care of his children if they were to follow him.Sagittarius couldn't decide.He asked for time which was dragged for almost 1 year.Pisces waited patiently.She understand his  plight and it's not an easy decision to be made.He has to think everything.

Pisces started to lose her patience.She started to doubt Sagittarius.She realized that Sagittarius will not marry her but she doesn't want to assume it,so again she confronted Sagittarius.This time she can't wait too long for him to make up his mind as she has to let know her parents.Her parents gave her two option.Either she moves out from the house if she plans to marry Sagittarius or marry the man of their choice.She felt pressured due to this.Pisces told Sagittarius her situation,but there was no response from him.She was so upset.She thought Sagittarius cheated her.Then Sagittarius told her,it's his children that holding him up.He couldn't bear to be separated from them or separates them from their mother.Pisces finally understood his situation,so she opted for a break-up.

Both of them was so upset,but they are left with no other option.Sagittarius asked  Pisces to make a promise to him.He doesn't wants her to tell his wife about their break up.He said,even though they are not together,he wants everyone from his side to think that they are still together.He doesn't want to accept back his wife or live back with her.He wants to live  his life for his children.Pisces was reluctant.She was planning to  call his wife and  inform her about their separation and it was her that caused the separation between them,so it's her responsibility to patch them back.Though she hates saying all that,but that's the truth.But Sagittarius disagreed.He said he can never get back to his wife as his thought will not be with her and he can never  forget what the  wife did to him.He prefer the silence between him and his wife.

Pisces kept quiet.Finally she agreed and promised Sagittarius.Both went on separate ways but they do keep in touch.Pisces agreed with her family choice.Sagittarius doesn't talk to his wife till now.Its been almost 1 year plus Pisces left him,yet he still thinks of her and never fail to sms Pisces.He has a small hope that she might return to him one day.Pisces in the other hand,haven't got married  yet.She keeps praying to have delays in her  marriage.She replies Sagittarius sms once in while.

Pisces hold herself not to reply him frequently,if not it will be hard for them to move on.It kills her to do so but she knows that is the best way to end it.She realized,no matter where she goes,with whom she is,she will not be able to  forget Sagittarius.Even she is married,she knows she can never erase Sagittarius from her.Pisces even told her parents when she told them about her break up with Sagittarius.Her heart,soul and love will always belongs to  Sagittarius.They just kept quiet.She even told them if it was lust as they thought,she wouldn't defended so much for him nor he will go against his entire family for her sake.Though they couldn't be together,their thoughts and feelings are always together.

Will Pisces get marry ? Will Sagittarius able to lead his life without talking to his wife or will he accept back his  wife ? Will Pisces and Sagittarius reunite again ?

Only future has the answers.

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The incident depicted above is based from real life incident.The girl,Pisces is not married yet.She is still praying so not to get married and the Man,Sagittarius is still sending sms to Pisces.He is not talking to his wife either.Their silence is going on between them.Its a scandalicious  relationship but LOVE knows No Boundaries.To some,may say it's just a lustful feeling between them,to some its Love.I have no answer for this.I have to wait for the answer.